Those lazy summer days

The countdown is officially 10 days until school starts.. I'm worried. This quarter by far is going to be my toughest yet. The faculty/staff at school say, if you survive 4th quarter, then you're pretty much smooth sailing to graduation. I'm not worried about failing. Honestly, I don't think it's an option. I think I'm more anxious about the complexity of the subject.

I had many goals this summer. I wanted to learn my lab values down pat, I wanted to look up all the critical care drugs I could and learn them, I was going to read that stupid critical care chapter no less than 3 times (as per our instructors advice), and I was even going to do research on lines... but what have I done? Nothing.

I'm almost 1/2 way through the chapter, but I can't seem to motivate myself to finish it. The reading isn't easy, it's stuff you've never even seen before, things you can only imagine in your head and hope that you recognize in clinicals... I guess all I can do is try... but even that is beyond me right now.

I purchased my planner for the school year, and I solemnly vow to use it... I think staying organized is what will get me through these next 10 weeks... enough about school... must get back to farmville... stupid addicting facebook game!!!